For Your Reading Pleasure....MAY BE......

I dedicate this speacial thought ...

To all my beloved friends...

To those who’ve left a mark in my life ...

And to those who made me laugh
when I'm really needed somebody ...

To those who show me encouragement
when I'm turn down…

And to those who just passed by …...

MAY BE…

Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it,but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe . . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe .. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe . . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

May be . ... you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe . . . there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe … giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe .. . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.

"Life is only travelled ONCE; Today’s MOMENT becomes Tomorrow’s MEMORY. Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself…."

MAKAI AJA2....

Rasaku sekumbang dua tiga minggu tu nang nadai pengawa bukai ja bala ba opis enti enda gagau enggau pengawa "YB wannabe" kami..puu nganti ADL maca tu mati ku kena ukum perintah..hahaha tp rasaku ku nadai ya nemu kewujudan blog tu.. tp enti ya nemu pun nasib lah..hahaha

Eh ituk ke kisah bala kami minggu tu ianya kena ke 06.09.2009 td nang amai venture ga asaiku.. ni enda seminggu sebedau tu melawat agai umah 2 buah iti rumah panjai.. Then ari 4 tok td nyambung baru ga pengawa kami nya.. Tapi kali tu menua agai kami nya nang jauh gik n lebih adventure. Mula2 pejalai kami agai Rh Alin, rasaku 15 min ngena perau ari pasar Julau.. walaupun hanya 15 min tang bagi aku nang cukup meh penglama laban sepanjai dlm perau nya Tuhan ja nemu keni asai ati aku.. Tp sebedau nya sempat ga ku ngaga adegan lucu..hahaha nasib mai enda labuh ke ai time nya..nya pun semadi bisi orang nulung narit.. enti enda bisi mai dikenang bala ba Julau dia...

Tapi nang enda sia2 ga bala kami agai menua orang diak laban dtai ja ba bilik tuai rumah terus di serve ngau mcam2 utai empa.. Apa agi nang makai sakan lah bala..

Tembu pengawa makai ba umah nya bala kami terus mupuk gik ngagai menua tunga ke Melurun.. Enti td bala kami terpaksa nengah aik tang menua siti tu bala kami paksa ngena jalai balak.. Rasaku enti benung ngandung maya nya kompom alu beranak laban jalai nang cukup merinsa. Dah lah niki bukit turun bukit.. jalai gik tunggang langgang nang madai isi pulai ari nya..

Nasib maya tu musim kemarau..enti musim tengkujuh nang enda ulih kena jalai nya...

Rh Alin, Julau

Rh Sumang & Rh Guntul, Ng Bekiok, Sg Melurun, Julau

Bejalai Ke Pengawa Perintah....

Puuu neh enda berasai dah apus setengah taun.. Agi belala asai ka gawai baru..hahaha Cerita pasal gawai sempat ga ku ngau org ngabang agai umah panjai ngau "Ngiling Bidai"kena 22.7.2009 .. Nang mayuh ga pejalai bala kami sepanjai bulan Julai tu tadi.. Ukai ga pengawa nya penting endar tapi anang enda ngau urang ngeruh ke ai Tulai..hahaha.. Meda kemeriahan orang idup ba rumah panjai kadang2 teringin ga ati ka merasa baka ni enda idup diau ba rumah panjai.. Apa gik enti rumah panjai nya d tebing sungai n atas bukit.. Asai ka ga ngau orang nampung rumah panjai..hahaha ( konon nya lah).. Macam2 ga pengawa bala malam nya. Selain ari ngajat n karaoke sempat ga bala ngau berpoco-poco malam nya. Paling best bisi 2 3 iko temuai ari menua ribai ngau ngulu pengrami nya. Ukai main gik meda bala sida berpoco2.. Nang cepat ga orang menua nya nangkap step.. sekeda gambar kenangan bala kami lebuh malam nya..

Kena ke 31.07.2009 tu tadi dia kami bisi nemuai agai 2 buah rumah panjai pegai menua Julau.. Ermm nya lah kenangan paling seronok sepenglama aku dah gawa ba opis tu.. Ukai apa ngelamatu ku meda aja orang mudik ba aik Julau.. Tang sari nya cukup bertuah ga aku laban ulih merasa mcm ni berada dalam perau mit nya..hahaha Ukai main gik kesal ati ku maya nya laban enggai ke bala kami karam... Thanks god laban nadai ga utai buruk yg nyadi..hihi ku rasa nya lah kenangan terindah yang penuh ngau debaran...hahaha

Rh Seli, Ng Liuh, Julau

Rh John, Ng Meluan, Julau

About Life..........

Pagi tu ku bisi nerima siti email yg ku rasa very meaningful agai aku.. Apatah gik diatu ku benung beperang ngau perasaan dalam memilih haluan idup ni ka di tuju.. Sempama baka urang ke bejalai enda nemu simpang siti ni ka di pasuk.. Baka urang ke bekayuh enda nemu alur ni ka ditengah.. Ermm.. memang tusah ga kitai ka membuat keputusan apabila utai nya melibatkan ati dan perasaan terutama hati dan perasaan orang bukai.. Kadang-kadang bisi ga asai ati ka milih jalai ke muntang n just let it be...tapi.. bila ku teringat ke jaku kawan ku siku.. "Jalai pengidup nang enda kala lurus, semampai bengkak bengkok.." Ermm... ku pun rasa apa yg dpadah ya nya nang amai.. Sempat ga ku meri nasihat nya agai kazen ku pagi tok tadi...hihi

Kadang2 kitai suka membuat keputusan terburu2 laban nyangka apa yang kitai pilih nya adalah yang terbaik untuk kitai.. Tapi bila utai nya dah berada dalam genggaman baru kitai nemu nya ukai lah apa yang kitai ka.. Baru nemu kadang2 rasa ati kitai nya salah..

Well pagi td ku bisi ga nerima offline messages YM ari siko kaban madah diri empu ka stop muka YM laban enggai gik idup dlm ilusi... hihi nyebut pasal ilusi memang ku rasa nyesal laban terlibat mencipta dunia khayalan ku empu yang akhir nya membuat aku berada dalam keadaan sarba salah.. Ba kenu kawan ku.."Anang inggah, laban sigi utai digiga"..hahaha

So diatu ku terpaksa berdepan ngau persoalan "Adakah nya utai yang aku ka ngelamatu??"

Kadang2 ku rasa pelik ga ngau ulah diri empu.. rasa berdosa bisi ga laban dah memberi harapan ngagai orang yang bersungguh-sungguh mengharapkan sedangkan ku hanya ka menjadikan nya satu ilusi paling indah.. Harus kah ku menjadikan ilusi nya satu realiti sedangkan diatu ku dah mulai bosan ngau segala impian2 ku nya.. Ku rasa ka melepaskan aja tapi baka ni lah ngau hati orang nya?? Nyesal... Nyesal.. ga ku dah memberi harapan setinggi Gunung Kinabalu ngau org nya..