Bertunga Enda Berimbai, Berandau Enda Bejaku...

Enda berasai diatu nyau udah manggai 3 bulan kitai ninggal ke taun 2009.. Bercerita pasal taun 2009 nang mayuh kisah serta cerita ti manis serta pait ti udah di asai.. Bisi ga sekeda nya memberi kesan yang paling mendalam serta ngeruga pendiau pengidup, tapi nya lah tadi the past is past.. Tapi masalah ya, berjaku nang nyamai tang untuk merealisasikan, nya lah yang jadi masalah...
Lama dah ku enda bergiat aktif chat dalam YM tang tiba-tiba ja minggu yang lepas ku alu menawa rindang berandau ngau siku kaban lama... Taja sebedau tu ku enda kala nemu sapa n ari ni kaban nya tang segala nya terjawab ga diatu...hihi lucu ga ku ngenang laban ngelamatu ku enda kala gago ka nemu sapa org nya.. Ni way just forget about the guy, laban yang ka dikenang aku diatu ialah topik yang dikerandau ke kami duai... Sebedau tu ku memang jarang ka berandau serius dlm YM apatah agi ngau orang yang nda dkelala.. Tapi ari mayuh2 cerita kaban tu, bisi ga sekeda ari jaku randau ya ti interesting... Terasa mai apa yang dipadah ya nya mangkung pala ku empu...hihi Enda ibuh ke ngiga orang untuk berada ditisi tapi dah cukup memadai bisi seseorang ngau kitai bertunga serta berandau taja enda didinga patah nyawa....

EVO11: bg aku la
EVO11: nti ka nilai org nya
EVO11: kitai mesti nilai kan kejujuran ati org n
EVO11: ukai ari segi rupa,harta, ngau darjat
EVO11: nya ku mdh agai d
EVO11: hati2 nilai kan seseorg
EVO11: nibuh mayuh..
EVO11: ukai gak kitai over
EVO11: ngai ka jadi pemilih
EVO11: paling senang ku mdh adai d...kati cara ka nilai seseorg.
EVO11: kitai bc mata...pedak
EVO11: kitai bc telinga...dinga
EVO11: neh...kan aku mdh ari mlm td!!!!
EVO11: ari segi sms? hpn? internet? surat menyurat..? jaku org? ulih d meda mata ngau gaya org nya?
EVO11: kati d ka pecaya..nti nda depan mata d mpu...nilai

tentang jalai pengidup???....
EVO11: kitai idup ba bumi ciptaan Tuhan hanya sementara
EVO11: kitai hanya minjau bumi untk kitai jalani pengidup kitai
EVO11: ari mula kitai ada..alu bc mata pertama kali meda cahaya bumi..
EVO11: setiap mensia ari nya alu bc sejarah
EVO11: sejarah bermula..dlm idup seharian kitai
EVO11: kitai ba bumi ulih milih 2 iti jalai
EVO11: nyak pdh ku td
EVO11: kitai idup ba bumi...mcm2 cabaran ngau rintangan dlm idup
EVO11: bg udah te pikir lurus..
EVO11: iya lebih cenderung agai kebaikan
EVO11: mensia mega..mcm2 cara kena ngisi kepeluaan untk idup
EVO11: biasa la..
EVO11: bc cara salah ngiga duit
EVO11: bc cara betul ngiga duit..
EVO11: arinya meh mensia nadai bc 100% manah
EVO11: mensia ndai 100% jai
EVO11: ukai kitai idup surut mansang ka belakang..nyadi baby baru
EVO11: kitai akan bc anak...nyadi papa mama..pasnya nyadi aki in
EVO11: nya kumbai org...life cycle

For Your Reading Pleasure....MAY BE......

I dedicate this speacial thought ...

To all my beloved friends...

To those who’ve left a mark in my life ...

And to those who made me laugh
when I'm really needed somebody ...

To those who show me encouragement
when I'm turn down…

And to those who just passed by …...

MAY BE…

Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it,but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe . . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe .. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe . . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

May be . ... you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe . . . there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe … giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe .. . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.

"Life is only travelled ONCE; Today’s MOMENT becomes Tomorrow’s MEMORY. Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself…."

About Life..........

Pagi tu ku bisi nerima siti email yg ku rasa very meaningful agai aku.. Apatah gik diatu ku benung beperang ngau perasaan dalam memilih haluan idup ni ka di tuju.. Sempama baka urang ke bejalai enda nemu simpang siti ni ka di pasuk.. Baka urang ke bekayuh enda nemu alur ni ka ditengah.. Ermm.. memang tusah ga kitai ka membuat keputusan apabila utai nya melibatkan ati dan perasaan terutama hati dan perasaan orang bukai.. Kadang-kadang bisi ga asai ati ka milih jalai ke muntang n just let it be...tapi.. bila ku teringat ke jaku kawan ku siku.. "Jalai pengidup nang enda kala lurus, semampai bengkak bengkok.." Ermm... ku pun rasa apa yg dpadah ya nya nang amai.. Sempat ga ku meri nasihat nya agai kazen ku pagi tok tadi...hihi

Kadang2 kitai suka membuat keputusan terburu2 laban nyangka apa yang kitai pilih nya adalah yang terbaik untuk kitai.. Tapi bila utai nya dah berada dalam genggaman baru kitai nemu nya ukai lah apa yang kitai ka.. Baru nemu kadang2 rasa ati kitai nya salah..

Well pagi td ku bisi ga nerima offline messages YM ari siko kaban madah diri empu ka stop muka YM laban enggai gik idup dlm ilusi... hihi nyebut pasal ilusi memang ku rasa nyesal laban terlibat mencipta dunia khayalan ku empu yang akhir nya membuat aku berada dalam keadaan sarba salah.. Ba kenu kawan ku.."Anang inggah, laban sigi utai digiga"..hahaha

So diatu ku terpaksa berdepan ngau persoalan "Adakah nya utai yang aku ka ngelamatu??"

Kadang2 ku rasa pelik ga ngau ulah diri empu.. rasa berdosa bisi ga laban dah memberi harapan ngagai orang yang bersungguh-sungguh mengharapkan sedangkan ku hanya ka menjadikan nya satu ilusi paling indah.. Harus kah ku menjadikan ilusi nya satu realiti sedangkan diatu ku dah mulai bosan ngau segala impian2 ku nya.. Ku rasa ka melepaskan aja tapi baka ni lah ngau hati orang nya?? Nyesal... Nyesal.. ga ku dah memberi harapan setinggi Gunung Kinabalu ngau org nya..

Chance OR Choice???

Well... time ku muka my personal folder pagi tu tiba-tiba ja mata ku terpeda ke siti file yang lama dah ku simpan tapi enda kala baca. Hihi mayuh ga interesting quotes n poems dlm nya. So salah satu yang paling menyentuh ati aku ialah tentang Chance or Choice.... Rasa ngena mai utai nya ba aku diatu sekaligus ku ka kongsi ngau bala kita..:) Tiba2 ku teringat ngau cinta siber ku diatu..hihi is it chance or is it choice?? Entahlah ku pun confuse.. Tapi ku harap aku dah muat keputusan yang betul bila aku melepaskan ia pergi....

When we meet the right person to love when we're at
the right place at the right time, that's chance. When
you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a
choice. That's chance. Being caught up in a moment
(and there's a lot of couples who get together because
of this) is not a choice.That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will
you take that infatuation, that crush, that
mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when
all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate
whether you want to make this into a concrete
relationship or just a fling.

If you decide to love a person, even with his faults,
that's not a chance.That's choice. When you choose to
be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. Even
if you know there are many people out there who are
more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate,
and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same,
that's choice.

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by
chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A
choice that we make. Regarding soulmates, there's a
beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about
this: "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to
you to make it happen."

I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there is
truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you
to make the choice if you're going to do something
about it or not. We may meet our soulmates by chance,
but loving and staying with our soulmate is still a
choice we have to make. (Yupsss i really agree with this one..hihi)

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to
love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person
perfectly...

Wat say u????..:)

Hemmm.... mayuh ga utai ke udah nyadi sekumbang dua kumbang tu ke udah (pencemaran bhs lok..hihi) .. Engka amai kenu ko orang bila kitai udah muka mata ngau ati untuk nerima perubahan pasti kitai akan menemui sesuatu yang baru yang ngelamatu enda kala di asai ke kitai. Nya meh yang benung aku lalui diatu.

Perubahan ukai semina ari sikap tapi persepsi macam ni kitai menilai sesuatu samada ba orang lain tau ka diri kitai empu. All this while memang ku terlalu takut ngau masalah. Enti ulih memang ku berusaha ka nyeliah diri ari masalah tapi sebenarnya makin kita cuba ngelari ke diri makin masalah nya datai semak ngagai kitai. Taja pun kadang2 masalah nya ukai di gaga kitai empu tang tetap ga kena tempias ngau pantulan masalah orang2 yang semak ngau kitai.

Kesusahan, kekecewaan, kegagalan nang enda ulih di lari ke kitai ari pengidup. Laban ari semua utai ke nyadi tu meh nanda ke kitai tu idup n ukai mati.. Nasihat yang di padah oleh siku Pastor agai aku. Sampai diatu jaku nya semampai nyadi pengingat kena ngering ke semengat aku lebuh di tuntung penusah. Kadang2 tertanya-tanya ga kitai adakah takdir nya dicipta oleh Petara atau di gaga oleh mensia empu. Bagi aku, perkataan takdir nya mina alasan kena nutup kesilapan ngau penyalah ke udah d gaga kitai. Petara mencipta bumi tu ngau cukup sempurna termasuk ga Adam ngau Hawa. Tapi ketegal ati mensia empu yang enda alah laban penguji, taja udah di padah utai nya salah tang majak ga ka ngeraja. So adakah nya takdir di beri Petara???

Bila kitai idup terlalu nitih ke pengingin ati, memang sesuatu yang buruk akan nyadi ba pengidup kitai. Nya lah upah yang kitai harus terima..

Kadang2 bisi hikmah ga bila sesuatu nya berlaku, ngajar kitai ngambi ke enda terus ngaga kesilapan. No body is perfect tapi... kitai bisi pilihan untuk memilih hidup yang sempurna...

So terpulang lah agai kitai empu untuk memilih...